Okay, so I doubt anyone would be home at this time, and I doubt anyone will actually read this. I'm staying home because I wasn't feeling to well, still sick, blah blah blah. Sorry to everyone, my absence on youtube and here have been caused because something is either wrong with my connection or my computer itself (Dx third week without interbuttz). Other than school work, all I've been doing was drawing on photoshop, getting more practice in and I think I'm getting so much better at it too. I'm getting on every now and again because my sister is kind enough to let me on her laptop for a bit.

Anyways since then a whole lot of things have been going on, a bunch of family problems mainly about my dad more or so. He did a very bad thing, and had to leave us (meaning my mom, sister, little brother, and myself) alone. And just the other day I couldn't sleep at all, it was about 5am. I texted my dad something about how I felt about him being gone. Not going into further detail, because thinking about it I feel like crying. But he made promises that he'd try and make things work out with my mother, and that he'd change. I really thought he meant it all. Just yesterday he broke those promises, and in terms I tried to hurt myself because of it (which was a huge mistake since it still hurts and I can feel pain in it still). It just hurt so much that he lied to me, and after hearing what I did on the phone of course made things a whole lot worse. I wish to be like my older sister..she doesn't care about him at all, and I want to be like that so badly so I don't have to cry so often anymore. I have only told my dear best friends Samantha and Chris everything in detail that happened recently and I'm glad they were able to cheer me up in one way or another..

For anyone who does end up reading it, I'm sorry. I feel like I'm dumping all my problems on to you..but yeah, when computer problem gets fixed, I'll put all the drawings I did up. Sorry for making you all wait.. ;;